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Ascent

by Sean Lawlor

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1.
Deep in the night through the cabins of light we sat by the fire at dawn We could see the days floati'n through in a haze And the whole world was travelin' on We whispered the songs and we lettered the wrong words with no meaning or sound, and I saw the skies and the bum circles cry singin’ all was awaitin’ around So for forty days and forty nights I wandered the desert alone For forty days and forty nights The world was my home I walked by the road and the shepherds they told The stories of ancient and far (All the stories we know from long ago) and I felt the wind and the shackles of sin as I laid myself under the stars (Under the stars, under the stars) They spoke of the times and of the swirling dust rides and the mountains were singing again (Sweet lullabies from the golden sun) I was so alone yet I was my own and the truth waited up round the bend (Up around the bend, up around the bend) Chorus Deep in the crescent woods of adolescence You’ll find the truth gleaming with light (Gleaming with light from above) for the way is foretold in the gallows of the old and the birds sing their songs to the night (Unto the night, unto the night) Lost you shall be but only then can you see that you fly on the wings of the dove (Fly on the wings of the great white dove) so come and be lifted on a cross of forgiveness and become one with the eternal love (Set your spirit free into the night!) Chorus
2.
The spring breeze blows and I’m driftin’ away now Carried by the music of another day now the people are moving and the world is spinning and I feel that life is just beginning so much joy when you open your eyes and feel the rhythm of the moment fill you up inside as you look through the trees and fall to your knees cause the beauty of the life is too much to see and the men walk by in the fading light of day So many people being crushed by the hammer when asked what they’re doin’ they just stutter and stammer til everything’s gone and there’s no direction and we think we’re defined by our mirror reflection but the wise man travels through approaching dawn never willing to believe that hope is gone and we’re fading away to the darkest days and the clear skies are filling with a deeper haze can we get back up and drink from the cup that we lost when we fell asleep? And see we’re all one part of a circular world the fallen angels of the desperate skies we’re all one part of a circular world in our minds ya we’re all one part of a circular world flowing gently and rising slowly we’re all one part of the circular world of our minds Words can only give us so much meaning we just gotta realize where the light is gleaming travel on through the infinite questions and break through the walls of illusion perception know that life has a greater purpose that we’ll never see stayin’ on the surface of space and time and our limited minds believing that today there’s no treasure to find and refusing to see that we’re so free to float into the infinite sea
3.
Better Ways 04:03
I just kinda made up lyrics as I was recording, so it's kinda irrelevant. I went from the line "I knew lift had a better way/Standin' lonesome at the gate" and just said things that sounded correct.
4.
Another Day 01:53
I woke up in a pink rainbow sky Feeling so light like I could fly Everyone around me had faces painted gold And I heard the words they spoke, started doin' what they told I was flippin' in the sun I was falling through the clouds I was singing my songs While the world was spinning round I was drinking multicolored tea and dancing in the rain Life had no more pain It was another day It was another day Then the castle came before me it was floating in the sky And the birds sang such glory and I don't know why I deserved such a velvet core unfolding in the breeze But I blinked and then I saw that all was swallowed in the sea I was falling underground I was sucked beneath the rain And the doorman came to tell me I had missed the last train And my past had floated down the stream not to be seen again Born anew without even a friend It was another day It was another day...
5.
She's Gone 02:40
Mother was a dead girl when she was seventeen She took the cookies from the fridge and left it so unclean At the time she didn’t know it but what she left behind Was everything she’d ever found and the remnants of her mind She’s gone, so gone, gone away Baby wrote a love song oh just yesterday Singin’ bout the changes she has to make today Then she rode on down the alleyway lookin for a sign And finding nothin’ everywhere, fallin’ back behind She’s gone, so gone, gone away When the tides roll inward I float out in the wind And fly above the mountaintops free of lies and sin I’m gone, so gone, gone away And You’ll never see my face again
6.
(Dark Tunnel of Light) When I was younger sittin' restless in the sea My pain was under in the ocean beside me We sailed the wayward winds deep into the sun The time had finally come The skies were falling while the waves were ashed and grey And tidal waves crashed on our ship to make us stay Amidst the pain and woe of being cast away To never see the light of day But tides will change direction Revealing all within the dark The ocean floor it rang with truth Nothing this world had ever seen We saw the way its gone it all falls down And everything begins again But I started the fire And I swallowed the demons in the night But I touched your hand as you walked away though I knew you could never stay I just wanted you to be by my side all night just to feel such love again But no… I started the fire and I swallowed the demons of the sea Oh set me free (Restless Desperate Hands [Walk On]) Part 1: Well walk on to the rhythm of the world while the songs are playing in the open seasons walk on all day long walk on to the spirit of the world while the birds are singing in the open air walk on all day long Part 2: Your restless desperate hands are blowing circles in your gravestone Your restless desperate hands are being washed into the sea May you still find forgiveness when your path ain’t so unstable And your time will let you be what you wanna be
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Sittin on the ground in the full lotus position I am thinking I am dreaming I am wanderin’ my condition Standin’ on the other side in watercolored grass I wonder Everything that comes and everything that will pass You were just a boy when I walked on through your door Singin’ bout the changes and the colors on the floor It’s time to walk into the whirlwhind Where you’ll find your time will fly too fast Reflecting on the waves of an altered disposition I am travelin’ I am seein’ I become my intuition Standin’ at the center of my own eternal being Feelin’ love and feelin’ freedom not believin’ what I’m seein’ When you are around I will never see your face You roam far and wide til you find a better place Can’t you see it’s all around you Can’t you see it’s right in front of your eyes When did you see the tunnels of your mind? How are you there when you’re so behind? Always feel the pulses of the rhythm on time Walk until the sidewalk ends When you feel the road you ascend into the mind Each stair falls as you progress through the climb You will never feel the rhythm you will never feel the rhyme inside Oh but Walk into the fields and you’ll see the stars Take it slow or you won’t get far You'll run so free when you’re all in charge Walk until the sidewalk ends (x4)

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This album will be a collection of many of the songs I have written since last summer. I have named it "Ascent" because I see much of my last year as a spiritual journey towards the undefinable heights, and I have found that writing music has been one of the best ways to reflect where I am on that journey. Therefore, my metaphorical "ascension" has been documented through these songs.

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released July 15, 2011

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